Then I had nothing to ask for and now when I have everything, I have nothing to ask for.. History told me, its gonna go away, hope asked me to stick. Before my eyes surmounting the infinite hopes, I lay here with an anomalous wish. A wish leads to another and then to another. Blissful pleasures and baseless wishes. I am nowhere now. Unsettled mind asserting the hopes and the emotions surrounding me uncertain it. Bitter truth and biting emotions, untruly I am submitting. Unable to foresee the outcome, heart and mind terrified by the painful tremors. My smiling mask falling off every now and then. My sailing mind drowning along neither reaching the bottom nor the shores.