hmmm... That meant a lot. The hmmm... Its been 1 year since I wrote something here. I was destitute of imagination/need/encouragement? Don't know. I believe I was just lazy. Blaming on all the reasons which I could make up. Oh by the way its a viscous circle. It can be but I don't think it is, am I right, can be... Way beyond these circles, its your choice to move out. But the choices have restrictions. The limitations of human abilities or the confinement the mind make for it self. I usually claim that I don't care if any one read my blog. I do realize at least at some point that, yeah I want some to read it and say its good or at least if they criticize. But that is not always the case though. Some one reading my blog makes me conscious. Don't know if that could make me hide the truth. Oh yes. Most of the time. So what make us stop from revealing the truth? Is it our conscious mind or just cowardliness. May be both.